hi my name is alexa.
i'm 14 years old - my birthday is october 11, 1990.
my best friends name is elena nicole.
she lives in cherry hill NJ.
i was born in Sasquahanna NJ.
before you say " see not even your mother wants you " let me explain.
my mom was 15 when she became pregnant with me.
don't say " oh you're a slut just like her "
she made a mistake. we all make mistakes.
and i'm not a slut. i've had sex.
but i don't believe in love anymore.
not at this age at lest.
i've had my heart broken ounce.
it absolutly sucked, and it still hurts
i never ever want to feel that way ever again.
i have a hard time trusting people,
and everytime i do trust someone,
they prove to me that i shouldn't have.
i like to have fun,
i love watching disney movies,
playing in the rain, dancing, the gotti boys,
playing violin and being weird sometimes.
i'm really open about pretty much everything.
if anyone ever has a problem i'll always be there
to listen to them and help if i can, i don't care who
it is i just want to help.
i've made a lot of mistakes in my life,
but i don't regret any of them, becuase from every
mistake i've made, i've grown stronger.
people like to make up rumors about me,
i don't know why they can't just move on,
or maybe talk about someone they've actually
hung out with. whatever.
rite now i have a crush on someone,
i've heard he likes me back i'm pretty excited.
we haven't hooked up, i don't hook up with every guy... jk,
i'm not a slut - even though that's probably what
you've heard. i've been known to not be
" girlfriend material" but i think that's bull shit.
i want a boyfriend, i want someone to hug.
i love my friends more than anything in the world,
especially elena kat zupp asha kel marmar soph jenn
momo thea ryry tristan sonnie matt sean denzel
chris ( rip ). those people mean the world to me.
i can't imagine my life without them.
i love being care free, i love just laying on the couch
with someone and watching TV. i also love
partying though. my favorite thing in the world
to do is for guys to get into my sweats and go to a movie.
i'm obsessed with the gotti boys and eminem.
i am also obsessed with the yankees. and i love
playing basketball. sometimes i wear disney shirts
and i wish i was a princess. i'm really close with
my mom. she is one of my best friends. same
with my sister. it seems like everyone thinks they
know me so let me clarify.....
you have no fucking idea.